It's Valentine day. I don't have anything to give. Only... my smile? A smile on my face with full sincerity and love. Hopes everyone is happy. I feel so happy when see their faces, my friends faces. They are happy and full with love.

But, I don't know why, I'm the only one who feel sad and lonely. I know I shouldn't be like that. That's why I always try to smile. I always try to forget all my sorrow. I always try to... Should I say pretend? I always pretend that I'm okay. I keep all my sadness in my heart. Well, this isn't about a boy. It's about.... Am I really your friend? Or I was just dreaming that you all are my friend.

I found a something about them and the worst part is... they never told me about that. Well, I really disappointed. I know I'm not a perfect friend, I'm useless, I'm a day dreamer, I'm an ugly girl, and all my weakness. But, I always try to be honest. Although sometimes it's difficult because I'm not good at talking. Today I feel like I am nothing.

Have you ever feel like you are nothing? Useless or Invisible? What are they (your friends) doing? Whether they care and recognize your feeling? Whether they are trying to find out? I can't answer it all.

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It's a long time coming... Yeah, just copying CL's of 2NE1

Okay, forget about it!

Hi, actually it's February. Maybe this is my second post in 2012. YEAH! Never thought about the End of The World. Is useless, right? Just think about your life and your future. I know GOD always be with us. 

That's it. Back to the business....

eh.... I want to share about my... Sense of Fashion. I do love fashion. Even tough, I'm not too confident to express it directly. Just imagine it and draw it. Sometimes I express it through Looklet or Polyvore. And now i want to share it!

Well, I was browsing on BIG21Fashion blog and I found a link titled "If I was 2NE1 5th Member". I don't know why, but i was attracted by that link. It's a project which make you think that you are one of 2NE1 member and they want you to share your style if you were 2NE1 5th member. and here is mine....

If I was 2NE1 5th Member by eonleonie featuring oversized tops

Hahaha what do you think??
Maybe I'm too simple for being 2NE1 member, LOL. Since they are really cool, filled with bling bling, colorful, and metallic, I put so many random Fashion stuff.


Enjoy it!!

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