Nothing...

It's Valentine day. I don't have anything to give. Only... my smile? A smile on my face with full sincerity and love. Hopes everyone is happy. I feel so happy when see their faces, my friends faces. They are happy and full with love.

But, I don't know why, I'm the only one who feel sad and lonely. I know I shouldn't be like that. That's why I always try to smile. I always try to forget all my sorrow. I always try to... Should I say pretend? I always pretend that I'm okay. I keep all my sadness in my heart. Well, this isn't about a boy. It's about.... Am I really your friend? Or I was just dreaming that you all are my friend.

I found a something about them and the worst part is... they never told me about that. Well, I really disappointed. I know I'm not a perfect friend, I'm useless, I'm a day dreamer, I'm an ugly girl, and all my weakness. But, I always try to be honest. Although sometimes it's difficult because I'm not good at talking. Today I feel like I am nothing.

Have you ever feel like you are nothing? Useless or Invisible? What are they (your friends) doing? Whether they care and recognize your feeling? Whether they are trying to find out? I can't answer it all.